It took 17 years to get to this point. I wasn't ready before, to eat right, to lose weight, to care enough about myself to get healthy. Just to clarify, IT WASN'T YOU. I just wasn't ready. I'm sorry it took me so long, and that things have been so bumpy along the way.
I understand how you wanted to take me shopping and buy me nicer clothes, and all I wanted to do was stay home and hide in baggy clothes where I was comfortable. I hated seeing myself in the mirror in those dressing rooms, and that nothing fit right. I hated to admit how fat I was. I felt really bad about myself then.
I feel better now. I can accept myself now. And now, I like to shop and try on clothes. So I hope things will get better.
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